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new prose and poetry on the "angry persons words" page
"You're Welcome"
Thank you for all you have given
And all you have taken
Thank you for the way you have openen my eyes
And closed my mind
Thank you for giving my the time of day
And taking away my thoughtless nights
Thank you for the things you said
And the things you shouted
Thank you for the feeling of confidence
And the low self esteem
Thank you for being my best friend
And my worst enemy...
You're welcome
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I am black
Though my skin glows
I am white
Though I live in shadows
I am male
Though I tend to cry
I am female
So I am evil
Emotional Illusion
Manic Monday arrives
Insanely terrified of You
Cringing at Your thought
Infringing on Your emotions
Or so I thought
Being pushed so very far away
I fell hard and fast
Apparently You just tripped
Caught Yourself before You landed
And made me feel like the object
You didn't see
Morse
Leaving me here
to try to crack your code
when the only thing really breaking
is my heart
Ripped into pieces.
Her name slays me everytime.
The pain in my chest
stings if I see her.
Everywhere I go
There I am,
I can get away from my own thoughts.
I can't get you out of my head,
but you are out of my shards
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continue anihilation
stop the liberation
i'll believe your hypocrisy
freedom is easier to say
than democracy
i'll believe in your bronze tablet
ms. liberty
is your arm tired holding that torch
Lying in my palm
So Sweet, not guilty
Little pallets two inches long
Tiny nails to clip
Chubby cheeks to squeeze
Innocence shines
Roughly Eight Pounds
Flourishes on the human touch
Such sweet tears of hunger
Followed by a breath of silence
Ehhh, all better
~December 22, 2001~
Stuck
You fly threw me so quickly
Hanging by your every word
We have no title
You take my first and last thought
You sail through my mind but
With no wind you stick there all day
Utter confusion keeps us at an arms length
I wear your love like a sleeve
No one knows how we feel
I want to put you in my pocket
And take you with me
You can be with me always
Yet we have no title
You are the only one who cares
The only one I want to care
The only one who I believe
I love you
oh my god
this is unbelievable
all of you are in a druken stupper
puffy hair, green shirt
interceptions
all of you think it's so great
none of you have a clue
america has one universal language
a marathon of stupidty
that's the language "we" speak
"like like like"
a grand father
a god so dead
the virgin mary surround by dung
like, whatever, yo dawg
mercedes benz and back stabbing friends
*unfinished*
Fading Away
Bloody soul in my spirit
Confusion in my head and heart
Power fading out of my mind and body
Dead cells falling out with my tears
Guilt pouring out with every bead of sweat
One last breath my weight crushes everyone
One last look as everyone fades out of sight
One last cry as everyone stares and laughs
One last word as everyone sits in silence
Years left
The past caught up with us
Tried to run
To no avail
Every where I went
There I was
Couldn't escape
Trapped in a cage
With no door
Peering through the iron
I saw black trees
And a junk yard
~December 27, 2001~
I am:
A peasant like creature
Undeserving of your touch
And your kiss
Not good enough for your love
Or your hate
Unworthy of your time
And your breath
Not fit for your royal hand
Or foot
~January 9, 2002~
Independence
Always striving to be normal
Always trying to fit in
Never worrying about myself
But about everyone else
Not owning my emotions
But my emotions owning me. . .
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"Remain Just Named"
Good morning sweeting
You're so beautiful
You're grounded
Go to your room
I love you
Muu ahh
Sticks and stones may break your blah blah blah
I love you
Sure I'll read you a story
Are you sick
How was your day?
Bless you
I promise
Let me braid your hair
Go brush your teeth
Let me see your report card
Turn off the tv
I love you
Don't watch the twilight zone
I'll be right back
Honey, darling, dear
I love you
Goodnight
~October 17,2001~
The Picture Booth
Sitting with two, in front of a pink curtained window
The smiles on our faces tell another story
The story of happy and joyous times
The story of a normal family
The real story can be seen through the expressions
One looking like the other
One having a smirk on the face
All with a performed smile
And one more
I hate dresses
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Love doesn't seem strong enough
Not as strong as my tongue
Brittle like an eggshell
Cold as iron
Know when to appologize
or when to give in
know when to be silent
and when to begin
Kisses from head to toe
love is silent
love is kind
love is brilliant
love is blind
Year of the triple zero
Luggage = Graduation gift
Tears leaked out as they called "her name"
Gold robe, ugly hat, hot and sweating
THIRSTY
Passions on Saturday nights
Early 6 a.m. mornings
Awkward looks at girls
Chicago
Two dallor tips
One tattoo, six fears, 5 senses
3rd Husband
PROM
I man crush lasting 4 years
Six months of confusion built over 18 years
No father
My only guess was given away
COLLEGE
Hymn Number 7
I tripped again
Lord Jesus I tripped again
No one move
Touch nothing
I'm suddenly over my brief fall
Lets stay here for a while
Lets just imagine her smile
I tripped over the intoxication in her voice
I fell from every star in her brown eyes
I leaned in for a peck
And she stole my breath
Just when I planned on tripping
I realized
I fell
Forgive me Dear Jesus for I have sinned
I've fallen in love, yes again and again
and now...a fun little rhyming one!!
how do you love me?
In the morning
when you brush your teeth?
On your way to class?
as you trip over the crack?
Why do you love me?
does it feel good or just right
does it keep you up all night?
do you love me in your dreams
in your sneakers and shirt
can you love me till tomorrow
love can find a way
will you atleast love me for the rest of today?
short nails prickly hay bails
short stemmed rose
tire cold running nose
"wish you were here"
driving a thousand miles just to see YOU tonight
beep beep beep stead fast key pad
disowned by dear old dad
shirts tied jeans rolled hair teased
proved only to be a fad
coughing sneezing bronchitis sets in
hearts given to men of tin
internet connection dial up modem
type backspace send twice
AA for the weekend
greyhound bus sore rash on butt
taken the red eye out of there
only go if you dare
yawning and watery eyes growing thighs
a whole in my space
only to stare at your made up face
hop in my car
start
seat belt
reverse DRIVE
thanking god(dess) I'm still alive
looking up at the clouded sky so blue
and remember I still had you
I'm in love with the color green
and channel one blue
thoughts of me mesh with thoughts of you
you ran away
i ran through
the rain separated me
love separated you
you can escape me
but every where you go there i'll be
i can leave you
but i can't leave me
everywhere i go there i am
standing
alone
wondering where i am
....left with my heart
the lock...the key
smiles hide the...
empty spaces within
...a noose
Stangling the tears...
....is blind
Yellow becomes blue
i become you and you become me
i'm still in......with you
sometimes are not all the times
and never is hardly close to forever
but you are there
and i am here
separated by blood shed
and tears
our hearts are close
our hands are far
but i am here
come as you are
fell in
fell out
deplaned
found the exit
the words were explicit
leave me alone
leave me alone to die
leave me alone to cry
take my arm with you when you leave
if the rest doesn't follow
you can have the sleeve
white socks, hang nails and green bras
post card, gas stations and debit cads
i will, i won't, "straight" answers
"hold me closer, tiny dancer"
sponge bob, dad and thumb tacks
music and toilets, hair on soap
problems scrutinized under the scope...
of life ...."unfinished"
How completely random...random is a lost art form
There is no right or wrong. Only perception. ~Elizabeth Ashley Jones
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes. ~India Arie
Everywhere I go, there I am.
Everyone is a fucking Napoleon. ~Ani Difranco
Don't change who you are if you are uncomfortable with who you might become.
Don't judge anyone unless you're ready to face their judgment of you.
Confess love, hatred and lies. Nothing else.
Jealousy is the root to all endings.
Don't let people form your opinions let them be the data you base your opinions on.
Don't let anyone change how you feel about anything, how would they know how you perceive the world.
Don't perceive anyone, only perceive yourself.
I'm running wild with emotions trampling all over my anger.
Living a lie. Living to cry. Iiving to die. Living to lie.
No choice. No Shame. No Secret.
And nothing else matters. ~Metallica
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